a million missed calls
“I called you up again today and you didn’t pick up. It’s weird. I didn’t expect it to happen this quickly, you know? The thought of growing apart before we ever really knew each other. And now, now I don’t fucking have a life. I sit here and I worry about myself so much that it’s almost offensive when other people worry about me. But you, it was different with you. It’s like I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy. I wanted you to be there. And I know it’s stupid of me to say you don’t care, of course you do. But I want you to care so much more. I want you to care so much that it annoys me, that it annoys everybody around us.
So all you really left me with was an empty chest, and all I left you with was a million missed calls. But that’s okay, because one day you’ll know that I tried. and at the end of each day I can rest my head easy telling myself that I tried.”
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